And ignore that Elephant sitting on your heart. (At least that is what i am trying to do). I'm just having a bad afternoon filled with sadness and feelings of lonesomeness. I'll be so glad when my fellas get home.
I am truly Blessed beyond measure in finding Scott. He is my rock... we are each others'... we hold each other up and would be lost without the other. I know this in my very being.
I truly envy those families that freely reach out to one another and love each other and support each other. I've always had a single "rock of support"... first it was my Grandma and then my Sweet Husband.
For the most part I focus on the positives but every once in awhile I have one of these "horrible black days"... perhaps I should have skipped the nap today as before it I was feeling GREAT and upbeat. Things will be better tomorrow... a fresh new day!