Another week all ready?!

It's early Sunday morning and the beginning of another long week. We will be stocking this morning and will hopefully get the stock room emptied out. I'm going to tackle fabric first and let the others do the notions, crafts and seasonal. We have a lot to get out and to clean up as we go. Tim will be down Thursday so I need to get everyone focused quickly and keep them there. I'm so tired this morning and am really wishing that I had scheduled a day off sooner than the end of the week. Perhaps I will take a couple days in a row off next week just to regroup and find my house. There are times that I wish I could hire a maid.

Scott got ill while in Boston and went to the DR yesterday. He has another sinus infection and it was discovered that he also has sleep apnea and will need to see our regular doctor immediately as it is life threatening. I don't know what I would do with out him. I'm feeling like life is getting away from us and we aren't doing enough together anymore as we both work so much and there is little time to do the fun stuff that we used to do like exploring state parks and visiting other interesting places. I miss being at home and keeping the house guest ready all the time and the kitchen full of good food and wonderful meals. I miss sewing and crafting for family and friends and most of all I miss quiet mornings on our porch drinking coffee and discussing our dreams for the future. Now with a possible life threatening situation I am feeling even more like I need to be at home. I need to focus on paying things off quickly so that I can be at home again. The more I think about it the more my heart aches to just do it. I don't believe we will be able to build a house on our own anymore as we are both getting older and our bodies just don't last as long as they used to. If something happened to either of us tomorrow I don't believe our job would seem so worthwhile. Priorities.... whats more important struggling with a job I'm feeling overwhelmed and under-trained for or spending time with my family and friends. There has got to be some changes... either more training and settling in the job for me as well as my employees or my returning home to spend more time doing the things I love with the people I love... I'll spend the next 6 months trying to come to the conclusion I NEED.